So today a co-worker asked me if I was doing anything exciting tonight. I thought about my evening, which includes prayer meeting, and I replied "No". I felt guilty replying that way, and a few minutes later repented of my lack of courage to respond with the evenings plans.
Driving home I realized the reason I hadn't replied was not because I was too chicken to share my beliefs, but because I truly did not feel that going to prayer meeting was "exciting". Now, at this realization, I feel worse - because since when is coming before the throne of God, having his full and devoted attention, not exciting?
I need a lot of sanctification.